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Michelle Rodriguez "I was jealous Paul Walker died before me"

The 'Fast & Furious' star, 37, revealed in a new documentary 'The Reality of Truth' that she did all she could to get her mind off Walker's passing.

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Michelle Rodriguez and Paul Walker

(Nydailynews)

Michelle Rodirguez is finally coming clean about how the sudden death of Paul Walker in 2013 really affected her and says she was sad "he left me here".

The 'Fast & Furious' star, 37, revealed in a new documentary 'The Reality of Truth' that she did all she could to get her mind off Walker's passing.

READ: Watch the scenes Paul Walker acted from the grave in 'Fast and Furious 7'

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"I have to say, you know, when I lost Paul, I went through about a year of just being an animal. Like, what could I do, physically, to just get my mind off of existentialism? Get my mind off of how transient life is and how we come here and can just disappear at any moment. How could I get my mind off that?" she explained.

READ: Paul Walker's daughter files lawsuit against Porsche for wrongful death

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Vin Diesel, Michelle Rodriguez, Paul Walker and Jordana Brewster

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She added that using a psychedelic plant called Ayahuasca helped her come to realizations about his death.

"I did everything I could possibly do to hide from myself and I’ll tell you that my Ayahuasca trip made me sad that he left me here. It wasn’t a sadness that he’s gone, it’s more like a jealousy that he’s there first," Michelle said.

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