That's why the news hit me hard: Nikola Kalinić announced his retirement from playing with a short message, at just 34 years old. He's not going far, though – he's staying courtside as an assistant coach for Crvena zvezda, the club he returned to twice and wore the jersey for in three different stints throughout his career.
Only he knows the burdens he carried in recent months. He even spoke publicly about some of his family struggles. So, we can only imagine how difficult it must have been at times to step onto a packed court two or three times a week, pull on that jersey, and try to give your absolute best.
And then face criticism. Sometimes justified. Sometimes brutal. Sometimes utterly disproportionate.
There's that old sports adage: whoever buys a ticket has a right to an opinion. I must admit, I've never fully agreed with it.
Yes, you have a right to an opinion. You have a right to say someone played poorly. That they made a mistake. That they're no longer good enough. But I don't believe that for ten or twenty euros, you've also bought the right to trample on someone. To insult them. To unleash all your frustrations on them.
Whether it's a footballer, a basketball player, a volleyball player, or anyone else who has dedicated their life to sport. But I won't dwell on that.
When I heard Kalina wouldn't be playing anymore, images started flashing through my mind.
The Serbian national team jersey. Vojvodina. Radnički. Zvezda. Fenerbahçe. Valencia. Barcelona. And then Zvezda again.
Corner threes. Steals. Fast breaks. Layups. Dunks.
And, of course, that one over Bourousis.
Madrid, 2014. Round of 16 at the World Cup. Serbia against Greece. Kalina soaring over one of Europe's best centers of that era, dunking as if to declare to the world who this young Serbian team was.
I'll remember that as long as I live. But even more, I'll remember what doesn't make the highlights. What isn't written in the stats. Good positioning. Reading an opponent's intention. Closing a defensive gap. Helping a late teammate. Switching onto a player he shouldn't guard by all basketball rules.
Talking to the referee. Talking to a teammate. Talking to the coach. Sometimes he was the coach on the court. Sometimes the captain even without the armband. Sometimes a fan leader in a jersey. And most often – that teammate you want by your side when things get tough.
How much of that was there? Countless moments.
At 203 centimeters, he was formally a small forward. A three. A four when needed. But anyone who watched Kalina knows how irrelevant that was. He could guard practically anyone. From a point guard to a center. He could post up a smaller defender. Face up a taller one. Bring the ball up. Organize the offense. Go to the corner. Drive to the paint.
He didn't care much for positions. For that basketball bureaucracy. If a head needed to be put in harm's way – he put his head in. If a body was needed – he gave his body. If a foul needed to be committed – he committed it. If responsibility needed to be taken – he didn't look around for someone else.
It's been a beautiful career. From Novi Sad and Vojvodina, through Radnički from Kragujevac, to that brilliant season with Crvena zvezda in 2014/15. Then five years at Fenerbahçe. And the pinnacle – the EuroLeague title in 2017 with Željko Obradović.
Then Valencia. His first return to Zvezda. Two years at Barcelona. And then another homecoming. To Zvezda. Where, as it turned out, he would end his playing career.
I'm no basketball expert. I can't explain how Nikola Kalinić defended the pick-and-roll, when and why he switched, how he attacked mismatches, or how he read the weak side of the defense. There are far more qualified people for that. I just watched him.
For a long time. And I deeply respected the way he played basketball. That's why I'll miss that volcanic energy.
That moment when everything stops. The crowd goes silent. The coach has no more answers. The team starts to panic. The offense is falling apart. And Kalina steps into the low post.
He raises his hand. And demands the ball. Give it to me. Not because he's the best scorer. Not because he's guaranteed to make the shot. But because someone has to.
Similarly, on the other end, an opposing center, over two meters tall, drives full force towards the basket. Someone has to step in front of him. Kalina steps in. Maybe he'll get dunked on along with the ball. Maybe he'll commit a foul. Maybe he'll fall.
But he will stand his ground. And he will show his teeth.
You can have talent. You can train with the best coaches in the world. You can learn systems. Tactics. Pick-and-roll. Pick-and-pop. Zones. Off-ball movement. Defense. You can learn how to talk to the media. How to listen to the coach. You can train to be faster, stronger, to jump higher, run better.
Almost everything in sports can be learned. But there's something that cannot. Something you're born with.
I don't even know what it's called. Some say – aura. Others – charisma. Some say – he has heart. Some – he has a good head on his shoulders. Some simply say – he has guts. Some say – he's fearless.
And some just say: "Everyone follows him."
Probably a bit of all that is true. And very few athletes embody all of it in one person. For me, Kalina was like that. And that's how I'll remember him. Not by the number of points. Not by shooting percentages. Not by efficiency ratings. Not even by trophies.
For players like him, you can forgive missed shots. You can overlook bad games. You can even forget a silly mistake, a technical foul, a turnover, or a move that shouldn't have been made.
Because something greater remains. A feeling remains. And you find a special place for them in that drawer of memories, the one that, I suppose, made us fall in love with sports in the first place.
And truly, without any exaggeration, I can put Nikola Kalinić on that short list of athletes about whom I'll one day be able to tell my grandchildren: "Your grandpa watched this guy live. You should've seen what a character he was."
Thank you, Kalina.
And good luck courtside.
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