Selma Blair Just Shared Exactly How MS Has Affected Her Mind

Selma Blair has been so amazing about keeping fans updated on her health that sometimes it feels like you have access to her inner thoughts. Now, in a new post she shared on Instagram, you kind of do-and they're mainly focused on her health.

I am awake. I have a headache, she captioned a shot of herself lying in a hammock while wearing a robe. Selma talked about how disturbing current events were on her mind, before pointing out that shes in the Midwest, where she was born.

I wonder what happens when we die. I shut my eyes against it, she wrote. I open them wide again. I dont ever want to leave my son. What if he needs me. One day. More than he seems to now.

View this post on Instagram I am awake. I have a headache. I am thinking about the children lost in the crossing. The baby found in a bag. The first man to show her love. I hear the thunder crack. I am back in the Midwest. Where I was born. I wonder what happens when we die. I shut my eyes against it. I open them wide again. I dont ever want to leave my son. What if he needs me. One day. More than he seems to now. I rode around the city yesterday. Chatting with people about the walking bike I use. Meeting children and parents. Happy to let them know there are fun ways to get around if you need help. Then my mind wanders to Chernobyl and my mother . They are in no way connected in a literal way. I asked my beau if he thought the bathroom was inside the restaurant yesterday. As opposed to outside. And my glitchy brain was sincere. We roared with laughter. Things are so strange. I am doing my best to take care of health. I dont want to post pictures of myself. I feel in transition. Vulnerable. But I am here. Thinking. Thinking. Of all of us. #fbf and yes , I fell out of this #hammock right after this posed shot. I still have a headache. Going to finish a jigsaw puzzle. Good morning. A post shared by Selma Blair (@selmablair) on Jun 28, 2019 at 2:45am PDT

Selma said she rode her Alinker walking bike the day before, and that she spoke to a lot of people about how it helps keep her mobile while shes dealing with symptoms from her multiple sclerosis , which she was diagnosed with in 2018.

And then she switched gears again. Then my mind wanders to Chernobyl and my mother. They are in no way connected in a literal way, she said. I asked my beau if he thought the bathroom was inside the restaurant yesterday. As opposed to outside. And my glitchy brain was sincere. We roared with laughter.

Selma has referenced her glitchy brain before, and its not uncommon for MS patients to experience this. About 50 percent of people with MS experience cognitive changes that impact their ability to process information, organize and problem-solve, and focus on things, according to the National MS Society .

Selma said that things are so strange for her right now, but that shes doing my best to take care of health. I dont want to post pictures of myself. I feel in transition. Vulnerable. But I am here, she continued. Thinking. Thinking. Of all of us.

BTW: Selma said she fell out of the hammock right after she posed for the pic. Been there...