"I've been through a lot" says singer in emotional video

Maheeda is known for her over-the-top sexual pictures and provocative videos online.

In a series of Instagram videos, the raunchy singer who is based in Holland gets emotional when she narrates how growing up was like for her on.

With tears in her eyes she said she was left for dead whenever she was sick. She had no money for treatment.

When she had typhoid she will be on the floor writhing in pain as people passed her. Maheeda also said she urinated and defecated on herself during these periods.

In the last video, Maheeda informed her fans that her daughter is better now and was on her way to school. She apologized for getting emotional.

Maheeda, the self-proclaimed 'goddess of X' is building her own home currently in Holland.