Big stage too much for Caroline Garcia
Caroline Garcia said she cannot handle the pressure of playing on the big stage, after a surprise first-round exit at the French Open on Sunday.
Garcia, the 31st seed, was upended by Donna Vekic 3-6 6-3 6-2 on Court Philippe Chatrier on the opening day at Roland Garros.
Despite storming onto the tennis scene on the very same court when she led Maria Sharapova 6-3 4-1 in the second round in 2011, Garcia - now 21 - said she struggled with the pressure of expectation.
Garcia, then aged 17 and a wildcard, went on to lose to Sharapova, but the performance had many - including Andy Murray - tipping her to go on to bigger things.
"I don't know if it's a bitter disappointment, I'm disillusioned because here at the French Open I can't play tennis, whether I'm playing a top-10 player or Vekic, who is a very good player," Garcia lamented.
"I can't make it here, it doesn't depend on the opponent, it depends on myself and I can't play here at the French Open and I hope it can change in the future."
Two of Garcia's losses at the clay-court major since her defeat to Sharapova have come against former Paris champions Serena Williams (2013) and Ana Ivanovic (2014).
"It was OK but I didn't play good tennis. I mean I can play far better," Garcia added.
"We made lots of unforced errors and she was making more unforced errors in the first set, that's why I won it.
"But I didn't feel relaxed, and when she got into the match, I couldn't play any longer."
Garcia said her request to play on a court of lesser standing could have benefitted her winning chances.
"I've made my request, I wanted to play on a smaller court but that's the way it is," she said.
"They decided to organise the match on centre court, Philippe Chatrier, and I practised there for the whole week but it's very different to practice.
"This is something that I know, and I will draw lessons from that. For next year I hope that I will go through to the next round."
She added: "It's very tough for me to play in Paris, far more difficult than in other tournaments and I'm quite emotional.
"When you are emotional it can be a benefit, today it was a drawback. So far being too emotional hasn't helped me, so I will continue to work and make strides.
"It's a big court, I watched many matches on TV on this centre court.
"It does encapsulate what Roland Garros is.
"For me, it's too much to play on this court and next year I will ask to play on court number nine.
"A sort of hidden court where there's nobody there."