Former European champion Jamie Moore feared he would die after a shootout in Marbella, Spain
Moore was attacked by a masked man in August near his holiday home in Marbella back in August
The 35 year-old who is now a trainer told BBC Sport: "I had a hollow feeling. It seemed like a dream. I was thinking, 'This is it'.
"I was thinking, 'I can't believe I'm not going to see my kids.’’
Moore was shot once in each leg. One bullet passed through the former light-middleweight champion's left thigh and another lodged in his right hip, where it will remain.
A third bullet wounded his shoulder and a fourth burnt the skin on a wrist.
He lay bleeding on the driveway for 25 minutes before an ambulance arrived.
"I'm in a lot of pain, but I put a brave face on it for my son.
"I'm his hero and he doesn't like seeing me in pain. So I cover it up," Moore added.