Mens health17 Aug 2024Between Antidepressant Pills and a Hard Place<strong> IT STARTED AROUND </strong> five years ago. My boys were two and four, my wife was a stranger, and my professional life felt like an avalanche of uncertainty and stress. In the morning, the air smelled like cinders; in the evening, the sun looked like blood. When people opened their mouths, I stared at them blankly. All I could hear was the howling of orcs.